That chapter was hard to read maybe you should put some type of warning at the beginning of that chapter
Agreed, anon, added one.
Agreed, anon, added one.
I’m honestly scared to post this chapter because it takes everything to another extreme and I stared at this for four months and still am not sure if it was okay that I wrote this.
TRIGGER WARNING: rape & abuse.
Just a reminder: This is a work of fiction. These characters have features of real life persons, but they are characters nonetheless. Don’t hate me.
Chapter 15: Buried Alive
I knew I couldn’t think straight, I knew I needed to go somewhere, be alone for an hour, cool down, but at the same time I knew I couldn’t do that because I needed a distraction, someone that was wasn’t Val, someone that was the exact opposite of Val, and the next best person that came to my mind was Jay.
It was a bad idea, of course, especially after the last time I had gone to him in this state of mind, but this time I didn’t want to talk anyway, this time I wanted him to fuck me senseless and get me high and make me forget that I had felt something for a man that had turned out to be an asshole just like everyone else.
I walked the few blocks to Jay’s apartment, pounded against his door and tumbled past him into the small room that he called his home.
“Take your clothes off. Now.” I was already jumping out off my pants, trying to keep at least some kind of balance, and then unzipped my jacket and threw it on the floor before I realized Jay wasn’t moving at all. “I said: Take your clothes off.”
Thank you for this message, I hope you enjoy the rest as well :)
No drama, no fun, you know what I’m saying ;)
I’m sorry, I honestly don’t have the next chapter ready to be posted and it’s bedtime where I’m from. Like I said, i’m not sitting on finished chapters, I still work on them.
Again, I’m sorry. BUT it means so much to me that you’re so connected to the story! Thank you for being a part of this journey :)
I’ve been screaming at them over and over again “Just kiss already” but they are just like
(No spoilers! 😉)
Hello, beauty pies, how is your Sunday so far? I went playing miniature golf today. I lost (lol).
Chapter 14: The Resistance
“Miss Coleman, I need more action from you. C’mon, c’mon, this is physical education, not ‘standing around’.”
Volleyball. Third Period. Carrie Ann Inaba who hated me for being so ‘lazy’. Fifteen other girls who were screaming whenever the ball came close to their faces. Hell on earth.
“I’m not just standing around, I’m moving, can’t you see?” Truth spoken, I wasn’t the most active girl in our gym but I also wasn’t the laziest. I liked to stand and I hated fast movements but I never sat down and pretended I had cramps just so I didn’t have to participate.
“Then move more.”
I was still angry, angry at my parents because they were such shitheads, and angry at Val for sharing our secret with them the day before, for ignoring a decision I had made for myself, and for taking control over my life. I hated this. I hated this school and I hated New York and I hated that we had money and that my brother was dead and that I couldn’t spend time anymore with the one person I had always loved the most.
Thank you, beautiful, this means a lot!
This feels very good because I wrote it as a book 🙊 So happy you enjoy it, thanks for telling me!
Sorry, love, no.
To clarify: I’m not sitting on finished chapters. I have the story in its entirety finished and edited (plotwise), but I still need to edit out mistakes and I need to divide chapters and that’s all loads of work for me, sorry.
But the good news is, I can post a new chapter every day and if I was writing the story right now, that wouldn’t be the case :)
I’m glad you enjoy it so much that you want more! ☺